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(no subject) [Feb. 12th, 2014|05:44 pm]

"I HAVE TO WRITE because I don't know what else to do with my mind, how else to make sense of the world and its inhabitants. For whatever reason, I have trained myself, for many years, to do this thing. And when I don't do this thing, I get crazy. No amount of yoga, bicycle racing, rapacious sex, or buying things can take the place of writing. If I don't write, I die." Maggie Estep

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Samuel R. Delany on "Sophomoric" Texts [Oct. 31st, 2013|12:26 pm]
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"... as every teacher knows, there are a lot of highly seductive texts—what one might called "sophomoric” texts—that can be greatly enjoyable and seem extremely fresh and new to not particularly widely educated readers. The problem is that they tend not to lead readers on to other works, especially once they become broadly popular. Rather, they stop and catch readers and make them think, often, that they have now encountered the best there is, so the readers just stall out and never progress. *The Lord of the Rings*, *A Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy*, even *Harry Potter* often function in this way. On another level, the works of Charles Bukowski can easily strike young male readers like this."

Samuel R. Delany, interview with Erin Cusack on comics

From Conversations with Samuel R. Delany, edited by Carl Freedman, p. 164

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Thich Nhat Hanh wishes you a Happy October: Your Skeleton [Oct. 3rd, 2013|12:01 pm]
"Your skeleton.

Lie on a bed or on a mat or on the grass in a position in which you are comfortable. Don’t use a pillow. Begin to take hold of your breath. Imagine all that is left of your body is a white skeleton lying on the face of the earth. Maintain the half smile and continue to follow your breath. Imagine that all your flesh has decomposed and is gone, that your skeleton is now lying in the earth 80 years after burial. See clearly the bones of your head, back, your ribs, your hip bones, leg and arm bones finger bones. Maintain the half smile, breathe very lightly, your heart and mind serene. See that your skeleton is not you. Your bodily form is not you. Be at one with life. Live eternally in the trees and grass, in other people, in the birds and other beasts, in the sky, in the ocean waves. Your skeleton is only one part of you. You are present everywhere and in every moment. You are not only a bodily form, or even feelings, thoughts, actions, and knowledge. Continue for 20-30 minutes."

Thich Nhat Hanh, from The Miracle of Mindfulness
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"Salinger: The Movie" still feels like a strange phrase to say. [Sep. 24th, 2013|09:46 am]
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In seeing Salinger, I was blown away by it—and I’ve never wanted to be a writer more than I did as I left Hollywood Hits in Danvers. (Don’t worry. The feeling faded.) Yet it’s a strange film because it's a documentary that serves to remove gaps from a subject that remains relatively unknown. It's almost a movie about how hard it is to make a movie about nothingness. Or how hard it is to make being a writer look interesting on the big screen when the writer remains obscured.

Other than a few bits and pieces, it wasn’t revelatory, at least not for me. Almost all of the information in the film, even for someone like me who—out of respect for Salinger, I guess—hasn’t read his daughter's memoir or investigated much about him other than the basics, I still knew 85% of the film’s information going in. Really, the only tidbits are the specific examples of what’s to come, which sounds quite tantalizing, profound, and brilliant.

And then the old photographs make the movie. The rare visual evidence of him is certainly a powerful experience. The chronology tells the story well considering the subject is a reclusive man who did nothing truly public for forty years, and they have just enough photos to bring that together, though a more literary film that focused on the actual fiction Salinger wrote would’ve been more fun and have more depth than watching this movie about Salinger’s reclusiveness and what he looked like. This was a film about who Salinger was, not what Salinger wrote.

So, mostly and in general, I wish there were more documentaries about writers. I also think it would be a valuable film to show a romantic partner when a relationship with a writer starts to get serious: Here are some of the challenges you might face if you continue on this path.

I enjoyed it immensely, blown away and inspired to go write, and there’s certainly something to be said for understanding how great literature occurs—but there's not any take-home point or deep meaning as much, at least for me, as an imperative to go write stories and go read books.

And, holy goodness like time capsules, it's weird to know that, from 2015 to 2020, new books are said to be coming out expanding the Glass and Caufield family stories, and other works.

I related to Salinger more than I expected and want to reread what I've read of his fiction and then finish the ones I haven’t read. I've always been reluctant to run out of Salinger, but I’m convinced that there’s more work coming, so I’m willing to plow through what’s already been published in preparation for a crazy second act.

All told, it’s a powerful film despite not actually having a clear look at its subject, at least for someone like me who spends most of their time reading and writing and who was one of the millions who was changed by the experience of reading Catcher in the Rye in 9th grade.

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Eivør - Hounds Of Love [Aug. 27th, 2013|07:46 pm]

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Chogyam Trungpa on Trapping Monkey Mind [Aug. 22nd, 2013|11:33 am]
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[Still stuck mostly cutting and pasting because of an arm injury, but this seemed relevant to my circumstances, especially if I overextend the metaphor and think of self-entrapment as a two-way street.]

First, you develop a sense of accuracy in relating with your thoughts and your mind—with the neuroses of all kinds of things that develop in one’s mind.

Secondly, you put all that into a certain perspective, as workable.

You make a relationship with your thoughts; you work with the thoughts. This process can be represented by the analogy of trapping a crazy monkey. We have this big project of setting a trap and trapping this monkey. The monkey-mind is caught in the trap because of the constant practice of meditation, which provides a camouflage. Being completely still, it is complete entrapment.

The Teacup & the Skullcup: Chögyam Trungpa on Zen & Tantra, pages 84-85.

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"I don't need a protagonist to be a nice person; I just need them to be interesting." Jeff VanderMee [Jul. 19th, 2013|09:28 am]
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"I think one of my concerns as a writer these days--just kinda in the back of my mind sometimes--is whether most readers read for the things I do, since obviously that's what's going to manifest in my writing. For example, I don't read to have my basic values and positions reaffirmed. I also don't read to see reflections of the world I already move through and already know. I generally don't think of characters in a novel as heroes of villains, too, and prefer books in which your understanding of characters changes over the course of the novel to some extent. I don't need a protagonist to be a nice person; I just need them to be interesting. I also don't like the classic confrontation ending that is the meat-and-potatoes of a lot of commercial novels--I don't know if Hollywood gave it to fiction or fiction gave it to Hollywood, but you know the one--hero meets villain in final conflict, usually with supporting cast to some degree in the picture."

Jeff VanderMeer

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Alan Moore: Childhood Imagination versus Industrial Reality [Jun. 11th, 2013|08:54 am]
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"I was not discouraged in the use of my imagination as a child. I had a pretty rich fantasy life. In every school that I’ve been in there have been, without exception, three or four other people who were better than me at writing, better than me at drawing and all these other skills, who are now working in shoe factories, who are working down mines, and who are completely buried in industrial reality and will never ever ever see the light of day."

Alan Moore (1987)

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Colette on the Difference Between a Writer and an Author [May. 28th, 2013|01:52 pm]
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"Sit down and put down everything that comes into your head and then you're a writer. But an author is one who can judge his [or her] own stuff's worth, without pity, and destroy most of it."


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Stanislavski Quote: Work, Cultivate, Develop Systematically, and Never Despair or Relinquish Love [May. 25th, 2013|06:23 pm]
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I guess this Stanislavski quote explains how, at its best, method acting can strike me as so self-reflexive but also manages to look outward and seem in-the-moment: thoughtful but present and awake.

But I can also say that this quote speaks to me in terms of priorities and trying to be present in other senses and settings. Sometimes, I feel like the best I can do in a given situation is to plot the best route toward future events that I desire. You know, figure out what I "wilt" and then try to make it happen. There's that Zen Buddhist idea of complete commitment coupled with complete detachment, but I suck at trying that, at least lately.

"An actor must work all her life, cultivate her mind, train her talents systematically, develop her character; she may never despair and never relinquish this main purpose: to love her art with all her strength and love it unselfishly." Constantin Stanislavski

[Gender pronouns switched from the original quote because I had a certain female actor at a time of transition in mind when I posted this.]

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